why am i crying..i duno why.. i think im breaking down. pressure. school. family. church. friends. love. sometimes i wonder wheter i can handle all these. sighs. I FEEL BETTER NOW. OKAY. I AM GOING TO FALL ASLEEP NOW. COS I WANT TO FALL ASLEEP WITH A GOOD MOOD. GOODNITE. ):(
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
hi.im back.alot of things happened in sch last week.first thing,on wednesday Lim Ying pangseh me three periods cos she had to go for some drama rehearsal in kong hwa institute or smth lidat i cant remember.haha.second thing, i "pon-ed" agape to go out with justina.whaha.but anyway my parents were'nt in favour of me going rock climbing.they scared i climb up then fall down.HAHA.we (just and me) went to TM.ate fish & "cold":))).me and justina were arguing over who shld call the guy over to place our orders.really very lame.then we ordered liao just sat at the table there and talked, or rather gossiped.heh.the food was served in a super huge serving lah.cldnt finish our food.then we walked around tampines.took the train home and the sky got darker with every stop.really freaked both of us out.then he called me and asked me to go find him in the shaw hall if i got drenched in the rain.so sweet.thanks:).turned out that it was only a slight drizzle by the time we reached aljunied.phew.parted ways with justina at the junction and i walked on to school.cos my father insisted that i wait for him to come and fetch me that day.too bad.tot i cld go back with him.so sad.missed one day.haha.but he waited with me.so that's okay.heehx.
thursday nth much happened in sch lah.just sprained my ankle by tripping over a darn stone.how lame can that be?super pain.it swelled up but went down on friday.phew.oh yeah singspiration.Divinia aka cyto's gurl(muaha) didnt come as she had SYF.so we were short of one pianist but we fixed that by adding one more guitarist.HAHA.oh yeah anyway let me take this time to congratulate the choir for getting a silver for SYF.you make us proud.wahaa.im crapping.nvm.anyway. back to singspiration.yang and nam on the guitar.tommy on the drums.me and my beloved mike.edward sat there and did nothing.nam was raining lah.edward was pointing to him and said "xia da yu hor"..haha.so funny.his sweat formed little puddles on the floor.a little freaky.i wiped the sweat off his face and transferred it to edward's shirt.edward went "ewwww.."HAHA.after singspiration i had a hard time getting the guys off-stage.they sat in this little circle playing guitar and singing songs like campfire lidat.yeah that's about the most interesting thing that happened on boring thursday.oh wait.aft sch i went TM.again.this time with my father to get my mum's birthday gift.i got for her this really cute photo-frame in which i slid a family photo later to give her.my father got for her a $45 bouquet of roses.it was soooo beautiful and sweet.12 roses plus some other funny flowers.my mother nearly flipped when she saw it.hahah.
friday was my mum's birthday.aft sch i got fetched by my parents and we went to toa payoh for luch.we ate sizzler.saw li nanxing's ex wife there.she like got attitude problem lidat.talk so loud.haha.ate until cannot eat already.dint have dinner that night.yup.that's abt all.too lazy to type liao.haha.ciao.
here i go scream my lungs out to try to get you you are my only one i let go there's just no one who gets me like you do.
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Friday, April 08, 2005
finally got my blog up.woohoo.LOL.even if it means using my old blog template.ah wadeva.sprained my ankle on thurs and hobbling around like a cripple now.dead tired now.woke up at 630 this morning to go east coast cycling.the morning air was cool but it was really cold.nearly freezed my head off.brr.just finished a 4hr study marathon.putting all i can into studies now.have to do well for the SA.going to pasir irs park now.for whatever reason i dont know.kies.sorry for the short entry but i have to run now.gdbye.shall update somewhere tonight if possibleso many things to say but no time to write now.haha.
-education was created for people with low self-esteem so they something to boast about. prof. jayne lim ying:)
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Monday, April 04, 2005
this is my new blog.i think you know that hor. okaye.since divinia says that im not lame and shld not try to b lame.. i shall NOT be lame.
haha..its been really long since i last blogged.now got new comp..well its faster for one..and really nice to use..heh..so i think i'll update more..man ystd was fun..wish i could go for chinese yf but scared wait some pple will get angry at me..and i hate to do that..really need to teach someone in the chinese yf to play guitar..they all sing without music de..wah..so only when i make guest appearances then they got music..haha..so i'm "warmly welcome"..but it was a nice change..much more lighthearted than english yf (is there such a thing?)..haha..yeah..but i still find it weird to call hui qing, "hui qing"..if you get what i mean..haha..i know im very outdated but ystd was the first time i crawled underneath the stage..yah lor..got forced by pris and yq..but anyway i wanted to see how it looked like..well..its really nice..but eh..small..and *ah-choo*..dirrty..hahaha..so cute even got blankets..haha..had to borrow marcus's black shirt cos i was wearing white..haha..then after that went for abit of the chinese service then helped in the chinese sunday school class..there were alot of rowdy boys..and some really shy girls..hahah..they did this craft that needed crayons and the table was full of crayon colour..i did some artwork too..really ugly..*blech*..i think the kids did it better than me..had to leave early cos i needed to go home..so i took a slow walk to the mrt..accompained by marcus half the way.. took the train home..studied..and played around with my comp..haha..
today was crap. was looking forward to going to kallangserangoon bedok (i think) stadium for sports heats..ended up stranded in drop-in cos it was raining outside..jammed with yc, diva-na and nam in the drop-in and disturbed mrs lee..hah..it was okay but i was REALLY COLD..that wasent so great=)..we polished off mrs lee's love letters..hahah..the biscuits...not real letters..my stomach not so strong de..hahs..we crapped like crazy lah..then divinia the ppt slides for the sec4 chapel and she made it so colourful..hahah..i followed her example and made the sec three one colourful too..warning: its REALLY colourful..okaye divinia gna nag at me again..'cos im getting really lame i think..haha..anyways better get cracking on my hwk now..maybe i'll update tmw..how's that for a first post?..
heh.
i love this song.really.read the words.
Forever
I'll worship at Your throne Whisper my own love song With all my heart I'll sing For You my Dad and King
I'll live for all my days To put a smile on Your face And when we finally meet It'll be for eternity
And oh how wide You open up Your arms When I need Your love And how far You would come If ever I was lost You said that all you feel for me Is undying love That You showed me through the cross
I'll worship You my god I'll worship You my god I love You I love You Forever I will sing Forever I will be with You Be with You.
